Imagine dragons - demons


I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There’s nowhere we can hide

They say it’s what you make
I say it’s up to fate
It’s woven in my soul
I need to let you go

When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide
Don’t get too close
It’s dark inside
It’s where my demons hide
It’s where my demons hide

demon inside me



complete lyrics: http://www.songtexte.com/songtext/imagine-dragons/demons-6b830276.html

I’m back.

I don’t know if anyone cares, i just wanted to say that the last months were..like hell to me. I …collapsed one day, i feltr like the monsters inside me would gonna eat me up und get the control over me.I was admitted in a psychical clinic, got released, started a really meaningful friends…it was more than a friendship. with a person i met at the clinic..it really felt like he couls be the one to protect me,save me, to catch me up when i fall…and it WAS this way. and it would still be that way..if there hadn’t been HIS monster inside. I really dont know whatelse to say, at least for the moment. last days i couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, felt like i couldn’t live anymore. not just because of him. because of my fucking life. because of i need really long till i can trust someone, let someone close to my heart…because of he had could help me with all this shit i have to bear. because it always ends this way with my friend and relationships. i relly dont know what to live for anymore..im just so sick and tired of all this things like this. but im a fighter, i wont kill myslef, i wont give up.
but ehm..yeah, my mood is simply…not the best at the moment. and so i remembered by blog. and i decided to carry on with this again. maybe ill not post much in the next weeks cause i havent got my iphone atm. but at the lastest in the next holifays. there in a month.
..just wanted to say that. and i also want to say a big thank you to all of my followers and maybe (if there exist) for the people who are interested in ME.

killyourlocalrapists

In response to the Steubenville, Ohio teen rape case, West Virginia U.S. Attorney William J. Ihlenfeld is launching a program to teach high school athletes not to post evidence of rape online.

It’s called “Project Future,” and his goal is to teach teens how to avoid getting in trouble with the law by using cell phones, cameras, and social media “responsibly.” Instead of teaching teens not to rape, the U.S. Attorney wants to teach them not to get caught.

This is rape culture at work: The very people who are in charge of enforcing our laws look at a cruel, brutal attack on a young girl and think, “If only the teens hadn’t posted photographic evidence online.”